Picture post (with some words because, well...it's me we're talking about!)

Today I taught myself how to fish braid my hair (go yo.utube!).




I hung my little humming bird feeder (from my Gm!) outside my kitchen window. I can't wait to see a hummingbird!




This little pill causes an awful lot of hot flashes for this lady...




Lastly, since I was feeling not so great tonight (hello CD14 on clomid and no sign of good cm in site :-/) I decided to paint my toes a fun color. And since I don't want a close up (as I'm sure you don't either!) of my toes, the picture is of the bottle.

Praying for you girls tonight and appreciating all the comments and prayers from each and every one of y'all (and the new commenters!).

"Never give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about..."

I want to...

...join the club.

You know, that club where all these amazing blogger women are getting pregnant?

Yeah, I want to join that club.

There.
I said it.

The end.


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We said goodbye to our dog today (and prayer buddy reveal)

Yes, that's right. The dog we got back in October right after we moved into our house is no longer living with us.

He's not dead, let me start by saying that so y'all don't have to worry.

The thing is, he's a full blood lab.

And he's crazy.

He's smart.

But crazy.

The big things are the high energy and the separation anxiety.

High energy + separation anxiety = the siding on our house eaten off, chairs destroyed, hundreds of holes dug in the yard, eating the protection tubing and wiring off our ac unit-causing it to break...

Yeah, the last incident was with the ac unit and that was the final straw for my dh.

The thing is, he's inside most the time, and we go on walks and play fetch outside BUT we can't be with him all the time and that's when stuff starts to happen.

He needs to be with someone who has a dog already or lots of kids that will play with him constantly.

My dh too him to the shelter this morning and the lady told him it sounded like separation anxiety and that someone with dogs already would work wonders for thus little pup.

So yeah...even though I wasn't head over heals in love with this dog (like some people are with their dogs) and I'm going to enjoy gardening and planting flowers in the back yard and you know, I'm going enjoy not having our things destroyed...I'm missing him and a little sad to see him go.

But ultimately it was best for us and him.

Ok, ok...on to a more positive note, PRAYER BUDDIES!!!

I had the privilege of praying for Donna at What if God Says No! I thought about and prayed for her each and every day this Lent. My dh and I offered up numerous rosaries for her intentions and prayed before our Lord in the Blessed Sacrament for her during our Monday night holy hour.

Donna, I know I already emailed you and told you most this but just know you will most definitely be in my prayers even beyond Lent!


"Easter spells out beauty, the rare beauty of new life."(S.D Gordon)

Hello fellow PCOS gals...

I have some questions!

I've been really trying to work on my diet in the last few weeks by:
-cutting back on carbs (I could eat my weight in bread in a heart beat)
-more veggies/fruit
-I don't skip breakfast anymore...I usually eat 3-4 egg whites with a little cheese and an apple.

And also last week I started working out again. I feel a million percent better...it had been too long!

I'm also working on remembering to take my vitamins.

Oh yeah, and no more sodas/coffee...it's now replaced with oodles of water which means oodles of bathroom breaks, but a trade I happily take.

I've been doing this because like I mentioned before, I'm starting medicine up this cycle again and I realized I haven't eaten healthy/worked out at all since way before my surgery in August.

And even though we've been TTC for over 3 years now, I'm trying to look at it that my body is completely different since my surgery (hello regular periods!!) and because of this I want to make my body the healthiest I can because in my mind I really feel it will help my body respond to meds better.

Ok, ok...now onto my questions for my fellow PCOSers:

1) if you are or have been pregnant what type of meds were you taking and did you have surgery of any kinds?

2) what kind of foods do you eat or try to avoid because of the Pcos?

3) did femera work our better for you than clomid (if you took it)?

4) do you see a lot of good fertile cm each month or is it limited?

5) anything else you want to share with me? :)

6) would you say a prayer for me? I feel like I've come a long way since we first started and I want to continue to make progress (um, you know ANNOUNCE I'm pregnant!;)).

Thanks in advanced girls! I'm starting my clomid up tomorrow and am praying that my body response properly! I'm a ball of nerves but I still feeling better than before because this month I've been working on becoming healthier mind/body/soul.

I trust.
I hope.
I believe.


"Self-confidence is the first requisite to great undertakings." (Samuel Johnson)

CD1

Yes it is CD1.

And the cramps are pretty crappy.

My emotions are wacky.

Everything makes me cry.

And my husband left for retreat today and I miss him so much.

BUT.

I'm hopeful for this cycle with starting the meds back up.

And even though I miss my dh, especially since the three nights he's off during the week (Sun-Tue) he'll be on retreat instead of with me, I couldn't imagine a more perfect way to start out this cycle...my amazing dh growing closer to Jesus.

Jesus, we trust in you.

The groom wins

"The groom wins!"

This is what I half-hear because I was in a deep sleep when my dear husband decides I needed to know this bright and early yesterday morning.

I ask him what the heck he's talking about and him in his half awake/half asleep state continues to say, "Groom wins...groom wins!"

Confused now, more than before, I ask him to please explain what this means because I was lost.

He states something like this, "Groom wins...you know because groom wins. I'm trying to be sweet. Because groom wins."

I tell him, "ok, groom wins but what and why does the groom win?! Now I'm even more lost and kinda curious because he was being rather persistent...

He responds, "Maybe we played paper rock scissors and the groom won!"

I told him he was probably dreaming.

He leans over and kisses me and informs me that, "Groom wins and the groom wins you know... se.x!"

I laugh and can only imagine what my dh was dreaming about!!

Needless to say, it was a good morning! ;)

After he woke up later (for good) I laughed and told him all that he said and he laughed only remembering some of his crazy conversation but all of the "prize" he won!

He of course doesn't remember his dream but man oh man have we been laughing about it!!

I love that crazy man and am beyond thankful God put him in my life!

There's never a dull moment.

Even in the wee hours of the morning before anyone else has woken up for the day.

"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person."(Mignon McLaughlin)



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New stuff

New hair (pardon the cheesy thumbs up):

New workout shoes:



To replace these old ones (barf, I know):



And since there weren't any cute/comfy pink shoes (yeah, I'm a 13 year old girl)...I got these:



Today I started my workout regiment at a gym. I've been far too lazy for far too long, and with a new cycle with meds starting up, I've been trying to better myself:
Spiritually: Novenas, prayers and rosaries!
Mentally: I'm letting myself be hopeful and excited about the possibilities.
Emotionally: I'm not letting my emotions of fear and anxiety take over!
Physically: As a girl with PCOS, it's very sad that I don't take my weight/health more serious. My doctor use to tell me, "Every little bit of weight counts!" And sadly, it's the first time I'm taking it seriously since my surgery in August. But, better late than never! My goal, to lose 15 pounds.

All in all I'm feeling good but I do know that the struggle of IF is a constant roller coaster and I know these great feelings could change tomorrow, heck they could change in a minute but one thing I know...

I'm not giving up.

"Never, never, never give up!"
(Winston Churchill)