Monday, June 14, 2010

Phone call

Ok, so I told myself that today I would call and set up the infamous appointment for the surgery next month. And.I.Did.Not.

I don't know why even simply making the phone call makes me nervous. It's crazy really. It's like I am secretly deep down thinking she is going to say, "Nope. Not going to happen. You are a lost cause..."


Am I going crazy? I just need to do it already! I guess part of it is knowing that this surgery was one of our "and if nothing else works..." sort of things and well, calling and making the appointment makes is more real. So much hope and anxiousness and excitement all rolled into one for this surgery and the freaking phone call makes me nervous!

I don't need to worry about this though because I know that God has led both my husband and I here and we know that this is where we are suppose to be.

I will do it tomorrow.

I hope.

Goodness, I'm a mess and should stop typing while I'm ahead (I'm ahead right?! ;))

"By the anxieties and worry of this life, Satan tries to dull man's heart and make a dwelling for himself there." -St. Francis of Assisi


Sew said...

Surgery is a blessing!!! I promise! It's the best thing that happened in my life!!!

Just think the poor women 30 years ago didn't have these type of surgical fertility options. Surgery=healing!

You got! You can do it! Just run without abandonement! ;)

mrsblondies said...

Make the phone call! You will be happy when it's done.

Suzie-Q T-Pie said...

Call already!! If this is something you need to do, then don't wait girl! you'll be glad you did it. :)

Leila said...

Call! Call! Call! (keep the chant going for full effect)

You must post again tomorrow and tell us all that you did it! We are waiting!


PS: That St. Francis quote is amazing!

Miracle in the Making said...

Great quote by St. Francis of Assisi! I needed to read that tonight. Thank you!

Grace in my Heart said...

Say a prayer before you dial. That will help. :)