Today we are 9 weeks 2 days.
When did this happen?
Our next appointment is on the 27th...and it couldn't be here any quicker!
All in all, THANKFULLY, the worry has subsided.
It also helps that symptoms are still there-hello nausea-so I know that helps ease my mind.
That and the fact that I'm being monitored every two weeks by PPVI for progesterone.
The new thing I'm trying to balance is the celebrating and being happy vs the not wanting to hurt those that are still waiting.
That durn IF lingers with you always...even in pregnancy.
I was talking to my MIL about the struggle with balancing the celebrating and being sensitive because I was getting rather upset because I found myself holding back almost completely in regards to this precious miracle of ours.
She told me that it's always good to be aware of people's feelings but that I shouldn't fear celebrating and showing joy.
Showing my joy=showing my gratitude for this precious one that we have waited.oh.so.long for.
I liked how she put that, it definitely helped me to relax and enjoy this pregnancy more.
Talking about this little one is ok.
Gushing about milestones (ultrasounds, first gifts, etc...) is ok.
I don't know if I'm making any sense at all...there's just so many thoughts and emotions going on as of lately.
Mostly good emotions...but still a lot!
Hope everyone is doing well!
And for now...I'll leave y'all with Baby H's first gift:
I met my girlfriend for lunch and this is what she have our sweet little one, along with a card with lots of Praise Jesus' written about! :)
I, of course, teared up, got chills up and down and thought, "I can't believe this is happening..."
Thank you Jesus!
"Feeling gratitude and not expressing it is like wrapping a present and not giving it."[William Arthur Ward]