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Saturday, September 18, 2010

Nothing new

It seems that CD1 has crept up on too many of us, IF girls. I so badly wanted THIS to be the month for so many of us.

God had different plans, though.

It's crazy, this cycle I have heard (via my best frenenemy forever, fb) of a few new pregnancy announcements and there also seems to be an abundance of "belly shot" pictures and nursery pictures too.

How does that even happen?! Things are pretty quiet and then CD1 is here and then there's baby stuff galore EVERYWHERE.

Maybe I'm just going to crazy.

The thing is, I totally LOVE to hear when another IF girl announces a pregnancy/adoption OR shows their beautiful belly shots OR fun nursery updates.

This I can handle.

The rest of the non-IF "civilians", well...not so much.

I'm just trying to remind myself to trust. Simply, trust. Nothing more, nothing less.

Somehow, someway, God has given me courage to keep going thus far and for that I am grateful, especially because there's been too many times than not where I have wanted to give up. The thing is though, through my prayer I have found this courage and perseverance and desire to continue to move forward.

I am hopeful.

I believe that my miracle will come...

Well, at least this is how I am feeling today. Yesterday, not so much. I thought I was ready to throw in the towel all while screaming and just being down right angry.

But today, well, the hope is back and crazy woman has left the building.

I blame hormones and how freakin' badly CD1 hurts.

Nonetheless, I am here. I am fighting. And I am hoping.

I'm still holding out that (sooner than later, please God, please) there's going to be an ABUNDANCE of pregnancy announcements to blow this beautiful IF blogger world up.

Not on FB...but in our own little world here. That would be so awesome.

Anyways, you girls have been awesome and giving me that prayers that I needed. I seriously felt them and I am so grateful for that.

Thanks for the feedback on my crafts, I do love to craft! I have thought about etsy before but was overwhelmed by the number of people on there and I felt sort of like a little fish lost in a big ol' sea of big fish! I'll possibly look into that though. I'm also thinking about giving out a few, because I think word of mouth is the best thing! Let me know if you would be interested!

P.S GO AGGIES.

31 comments:

Megan said...

Ugh. It must feel like a stab at your heart with every announcement or belly pic. :(
You should block those friends on fb if it makes it easier for you. It's so easy to do, and they have no idea!
I'm glad you are feeling better today! Your day will be here before you know it! I'm praying for you!

Complicated Life said...

I know exactly how you feel. CD 1 comes and bam, a new person is pregnant, another posts a belly shot, and twins are born to someone else!! It's like a big joke or something.

I'm praying that the blog world is overcome with miracles soon too and that you receive one of those miracles! :)

Julie said...

praying for your miracle to come soon!

Leila @ Little Catholic Bubble said...

It seems to go in waves on the blogs. We are due for another BIG wave of pregnancies! I hope it comes soon!

JellyBelly said...

Stupid FB.

My favourite is when my friends complain about how little sleep they're getting because of their kids.

Argh.

I'd love for a round of miracles to come our way and soon!

Suzie-Q T-Pie said...

I know how u feel. CD1 was Friday for me.
keeping you in my prayers, someday will be our day! :)

Lauren @ Magnify the Lord with Me said...

I'm so sorry. Saturday was CD1 for me, too.

P.S. Gig 'em.

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